Fade away.

When your dreams are torn away from you, how do you find the motivation to keep on going?
Everything that you were doing to work toward those dreams just starts to feel pointless.
You know it still matters, but its hard to see. When your motivation is gone, what are you working toward?
I'm still trying to trust, to get back up and keep going. To believe that life has something good in store for me, and its just different than what I thought. I'm trying to look at this as an opportunity to challenge myself and try something new and unexpected. I know I'm lucky to still have all I do. I know people whose worries are much more serious.
I'm really trying.
But right now, I still feel like its not fair.
I still feel so robbed.